I'm lost without a home. I've lost the ones I love the most. I'm afraid to be alone. Don't know where to go. Can I make it on my own? Can I make it on my own?
Do you know how I felt wishing I were someone else, losing everything, and not even having myself? If this world is truly meant to be my home then why have I always felt so fucking alone?
Why even try when I'm set to fail? A troubled mind underneath a tranquil veil. Do I dare ask why or sit back in tears, in fear. Watch myself die. Why am I still here?
Why am I still here?
Do you know how I felt wishing I were someone else, losing everything, and not even having myself? But only to blame and hate for every fucking mistake. Watch time pass by. Leave this all behind. Can anything ever go right? I'm trying to get through this life until I drift away. If this world is truly meant to be my home then why have I always felt so fucking alone?
So alone!
They say home is where the heart is. So tell me where is my heart. To who I was to who I've become to who I will be there will always be change in me. Change me. Lost with no direction. A lesson to feel connection. I'm trying to focus through a whirlwind of emotions. Losing my mind to find myself, define myself, where I belong, my way, who I am.
i like the Rick Beato videos and he had shown the track electric sunrise in his video "How To Count Odd Meters". I was very impressed from this song and searched for the whole album and found it at bandcamp ;-) hpaydt
I was quickly overwhelmed the moment I listened to "Interlude." Oriental atmosphere reminiscent of Egypt is very intertwined through all. Supreme Truth has something in common with Linkin Park's Meteora. Catsfist